Wednesday, September 20, 2006

being so punctual as usual

I am so famous in my office for being punctual. As usual I reached my office 1 hour late. Rushed so fast to my computer and was searching my mail box for it. Can you guess what is it??? A stinker mail for being late. Thank god, I was so depressed to find it not there. It seems like client didn’t make any problems as usual. Everyday before going to bed, I used to take a vow. Tomorrow I will be the first person to reach office. I could keep it till now, but I am proud the I am the last person to reach the office 

But I am person who believes that reaching office early and leaving late wont make a good employee. The person who is smart enough to make his work by time even he is a late comer. And I always tried to be in the same category. So right now I am going to bed, don’t worry I will do the same vow again.

Monday, September 18, 2006

Blogging after a long time.....

Its been a long time since I wrote blogs. Today I got back my laptop after repairing. It got repaired within two months from the date of purchase. So when I reached my service center, I was on my nerves. When the executive handed over the laptop, we had a talk
Me : Its just two months old.
Executive : smiles
Me: I cant believe it got repaired in such a short duration. I got the motherboard replaced(I am angry)
Executive : smiles
Me : (it provokes me). Does it mean that you are products are not so reliable???
Executive : ……. I think so sir

Hearing this I lost my control. What should I say? I couldn’t control my laugh.

Monday, September 11, 2006

About Me.

Welcome to my personal blog. A blog that I used to share my feeling and views. Here you can read about anything I find around me or my thought on anything.


Who I am
I am a software professional from Bangalore, the Garden city of India. I work on Java Technologies. I am a hardcore gamer, you can find me most of the time in internet or playing with my ps2.


Where you can find me
I write a small technology blog - Technology freaks me out!!!. You can follow me on twitter as @tyrantblog.

Sunday, September 10, 2006

Again a boring day

9 sep 2006, one of the worst day in my life. Could not do anything productively and could not finish whatever i started. It seems whole day i wasted just for simple reasons.
Evening when i went to city, bychance dropped at a book store. Seeing all those books, i was really got depressed. I was well know book worm during my school and college days. Nowdays i could not read even the news papers.

Feels like i am struck in the mechanical life. Anyway i bought one book, just to get back to old me. I need find some time to spend with these books and make it a routine which i cant ever stop.

Friday, September 08, 2006

When you can’t prove yourself

As I was walking to my office, saw my friend’s smiling face. He came to me and said “I have put my papers”. I could feel the happiness in his eyes. I asked to myself “what am I still doing here?” Why all my friends are changing companies so fast? Is it the reason, they are so brilliant?

The reason behind changing companies so fast, as far as I believe, is that you can’t prove yourself. If you are a committed worker, any organization will pay you worthy. Then why should I change my organization?

Some people used to say, it just for a change. To a particular extend, I do agree with that. Why because you have the option to work with totally a different team and in a different environment. But how long do they have this change?

I always feel, wherever you are working, do your best for it. Once you feel, I have done my best for the organization, try another one. This will enrich you pockets as well your career too. There may be people who are against my view. But I still hold tight to this.

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

me and a tear

I am quite embarrassed to see how life changes right before our eyes. As I found my past friend in yahoo messenger, I was taken aback. I am a person who always believe, friends are the wealth we can achieve so easily in our life, than anything else and also very easy to loose.

I had lot of friends in my life. Many of them left me. As I was chatting with her, my thought went out of my control. Why I can’t keep my friends with me? Is it because I am not worthy for a friendship or I still couldn’t find the best one for me? I feel I couldn’t be the best for them.

But I am so happy to find her here. After sometime I felt wetness in my eyes. Why? I asked so many times to myself. May be a true confession from a subconscious mind. I asked my tear, why you keep on rolling? Are you reminding I am so weak at my heart? He just smiled and went away.

I heard people saying, if you try hard to hold sand in you hand, more fast it will jump out. Am I so possessive? I don’t know. No one has told me till now.

I feel it’s the way how you treat you friends, make them to be with you. And it’s time for me to change. As aerosmith sings, life is journey, not a destination. Let me continue the journey, which may have lot of destination. Never cry for your lose. Try to achieve the best from it and always keep looking on the best sides of life. I know these are just to pen down. Anyway these things, wont let me down and I am not ready to stop the journey. Still I welcome all with arms wide open.

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

Ya its onam day

As usual the day started with fight with roomate. Early morning he started calling me, "wake up. its morning. we gotta prepare the onam dishes for our friends". but who cares??? juz turned myself to the other side.
Yes, finally got up from bed, went to temple. Actually i am a rare visitor for god. Why should i bother him on all days as everyone else does? But he should know that i still exist in this world :-D

We thought of having 2 curries and rice. but the feast ended in 10 curries, rice and payasam. Thats pretty cool, right?

Its too late to blog now. Eight o' clock. Lemme have some food, today has to sleep early. Tomorrow as usual has to start the fight ;-)