A word of confidence or an attitude of life.

I was simply browsing through the sites looking for some quotes(my favourite hobby). I found so many, but just one took my attention. Its nothing but “I haven't failed, I've found 10,000 ways that don't work” by famous Thomas Alva Edison. A simple sentense which hilights his attitude towards life. Are we like this???

How many times you or me, have tried to come up from failures. How many times we were stood back in life with the feeling of I CANT. This quote holds good in our life. We never think each failure is a stepping stone to success. And we are never ready to climb the step, we always would prefer the elevator instead. But somewhere we will loose something, when you are not ready to climb.

Inspired by his quote, i am still digging entire internet for his quotes and i have one more too.“I never failed once. It just happened to be a 2000-step process.” This is what i call attitutude of life.

My great critic!!!

I have been blogging and orkutting for the last 6 months. Through orkut I met a girl last month, if I remember correctly (forgive me my friend, my memory is very poor). From then onwards we used to chat quite often. Two weeks before I introduced her to my blogs. Since then she became my great critic. Whatever I blog, she got a comment for me and hence my great critic.

Last day when she came online, asked my why you didnt have any new post? So I asked for a topic and she suggested about a friend whom I got from net. Then onwards I was thinking what shall I write about her? Should I write about the friend or the critic. Finally I am penning down both sides.

Well as a friend she is simply the great. Friend who loves to observe others. Somebody who alwasys try to feel friends. Kinda my clone, I feel. As her google talk says "Being cheerful, staying positive and having fun!!". if I crack down this sentence, being cheerful, does it mean she is not, but trying to be?Yeah! somehow somewhere, I felt she is not cheerful, but good in hiding her feelings.

I know you won't agree with me in this. But my loving friend, somewhere your senteces taken me to this conclusion. A person who never wanna reveal himself out to others, but want to be in their best category. A die hard person who always tries for it. Hope I feel you my friend...... If I am wrong, give me some more time.

the day of scavenging

As usual sun rise at 6, but not me. My day started at 11. Get out of my bed, cursing the friend who made a false promise that he will wake me up at 10. Yesterdays hang over still ruled me.

Walking towards my brush, i found our newspapers are not sold. I called up my roommates and declared a cleaning day. So eveybody started the cleaning and our poor akka(means elder sister in tamil. Thats what we call our maid) had a hectic day.

The profit got is much bigger. Enough to buy 3 pastes, washing powder and a gas cilinder. Could you guess, what gave the major contribution? We sold beer bottles for 100 bugs. Cost of a beer bottle at the shop is juz one bug. Now you can guess the number of bottles.

Now i feel at home after two years. Its clean clean so clean. I love my home now :)

Again a beautilful day????

Woke up so fresh. when sunlight hit my face, i just realised another day has born. Turdily moving through the routines, mobile give me a reminder of a meeting. Rushed to my friends room and picked him up.

It was a cool ride to my office. Music in my ears, planning of meeting in mind. A cool ride. Suddenly i knew, my tire got punctured right in the middle of a busy road. Searched entire area for a repairing shop. Localites told i gotta push my bike 3 KM. As there is no option left for me, i started pushing my bike to the shop and finally got it repaird.

When i look back, productitivity of the day. A huge traffic jam due to my puncture.

Do i ever had a pic???

After a long time, again i got back to blogger. took so much time to login. when i saw the login page, i wondered what is my username and password. After a few trial and error, i managed myself in.

Today i was chatting with one of my good friend, she asked me a photo of mine in orkut. It was so poor that, i couldnt show my photo in my profile. I had to ask her goto different profiles so that she can see me. This set me back with thoughts. Why i didnt keep my photos anywhere. even in my blogs or in my messenger?? does that mean i am so shy??? never. I always believe, seeing the person is not important, but knowing them. I hope i lived always upto my believe. And my loved friend, never think that i am a shy boy.

Anyway finally i could show her my face(thank god, at last i could do that and thanks to my friends who kept my photo in their profiles).

Most beautiful feeling...

few weeks back, i had to hit bed due to chicken pox. A really dreadful disease. I never worried about the pain or the itching... But the loneliness i felt during those days, can never be forgotten in my life...

Three weeks i spent in my room, juz viewing the outside world through my window. Ya i really got one companion who stood with me during those boring days.. my bouncing ball which my mom got for me.... I feel most beautiful feeling in this world is not love, its the feeling of being free....

being so punctual as usual

I am so famous in my office for being punctual. As usual I reached my office 1 hour late. Rushed so fast to my computer and was searching my mail box for it. Can you guess what is it??? A stinker mail for being late. Thank god, I was so depressed to find it not there. It seems like client didn’t make any problems as usual. Everyday before going to bed, I used to take a vow. Tomorrow I will be the first person to reach office. I could keep it till now, but I am proud the I am the last person to reach the office 

But I am person who believes that reaching office early and leaving late wont make a good employee. The person who is smart enough to make his work by time even he is a late comer. And I always tried to be in the same category. So right now I am going to bed, don’t worry I will do the same vow again.

Blogging after a long time.....

Its been a long time since I wrote blogs. Today I got back my laptop after repairing. It got repaired within two months from the date of purchase. So when I reached my service center, I was on my nerves. When the executive handed over the laptop, we had a talk
Me : Its just two months old.
Executive : smiles
Me: I cant believe it got repaired in such a short duration. I got the motherboard replaced(I am angry)
Executive : smiles
Me : (it provokes me). Does it mean that you are products are not so reliable???
Executive : ……. I think so sir

Hearing this I lost my control. What should I say? I couldn’t control my laugh.

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I am a software professional from Bangalore, the Garden city of India. I work on Java Technologies. I am a hardcore gamer, you can find me most of the time in internet or playing with my ps2.


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Again a boring day

9 sep 2006, one of the worst day in my life. Could not do anything productively and could not finish whatever i started. It seems whole day i wasted just for simple reasons.
Evening when i went to city, bychance dropped at a book store. Seeing all those books, i was really got depressed. I was well know book worm during my school and college days. Nowdays i could not read even the news papers.

Feels like i am struck in the mechanical life. Anyway i bought one book, just to get back to old me. I need find some time to spend with these books and make it a routine which i cant ever stop.

When you can’t prove yourself

As I was walking to my office, saw my friend’s smiling face. He came to me and said “I have put my papers”. I could feel the happiness in his eyes. I asked to myself “what am I still doing here?” Why all my friends are changing companies so fast? Is it the reason, they are so brilliant?

The reason behind changing companies so fast, as far as I believe, is that you can’t prove yourself. If you are a committed worker, any organization will pay you worthy. Then why should I change my organization?

Some people used to say, it just for a change. To a particular extend, I do agree with that. Why because you have the option to work with totally a different team and in a different environment. But how long do they have this change?

I always feel, wherever you are working, do your best for it. Once you feel, I have done my best for the organization, try another one. This will enrich you pockets as well your career too. There may be people who are against my view. But I still hold tight to this.

me and a tear

I am quite embarrassed to see how life changes right before our eyes. As I found my past friend in yahoo messenger, I was taken aback. I am a person who always believe, friends are the wealth we can achieve so easily in our life, than anything else and also very easy to loose.

I had lot of friends in my life. Many of them left me. As I was chatting with her, my thought went out of my control. Why I can’t keep my friends with me? Is it because I am not worthy for a friendship or I still couldn’t find the best one for me? I feel I couldn’t be the best for them.

But I am so happy to find her here. After sometime I felt wetness in my eyes. Why? I asked so many times to myself. May be a true confession from a subconscious mind. I asked my tear, why you keep on rolling? Are you reminding I am so weak at my heart? He just smiled and went away.

I heard people saying, if you try hard to hold sand in you hand, more fast it will jump out. Am I so possessive? I don’t know. No one has told me till now.

I feel it’s the way how you treat you friends, make them to be with you. And it’s time for me to change. As aerosmith sings, life is journey, not a destination. Let me continue the journey, which may have lot of destination. Never cry for your lose. Try to achieve the best from it and always keep looking on the best sides of life. I know these are just to pen down. Anyway these things, wont let me down and I am not ready to stop the journey. Still I welcome all with arms wide open.

Ya its onam day

As usual the day started with fight with roomate. Early morning he started calling me, "wake up. its morning. we gotta prepare the onam dishes for our friends". but who cares??? juz turned myself to the other side.

Yes, finally got up from bed, went to temple. Actually i am a rare visitor for god. Why should i bother him on all days as everyone else does? But he should know that i still exist in this world :-D

We thought of having 2 curries and rice. but the feast ended in 10 curries, rice and payasam. Thats pretty cool, right?

Its too late to blog now. Eight o' clock. Lemme have some food, today has to sleep early. Tomorrow as usual has to start the fight ;-)