me and a tear

I am quite embarrassed to see how life changes right before our eyes. As I found my past friend in yahoo messenger, I was taken aback. I am a person who always believe, friends are the wealth we can achieve so easily in our life, than anything else and also very easy to loose.

I had lot of friends in my life. Many of them left me. As I was chatting with her, my thought went out of my control. Why I can’t keep my friends with me? Is it because I am not worthy for a friendship or I still couldn’t find the best one for me? I feel I couldn’t be the best for them.

But I am so happy to find her here. After sometime I felt wetness in my eyes. Why? I asked so many times to myself. May be a true confession from a subconscious mind. I asked my tear, why you keep on rolling? Are you reminding I am so weak at my heart? He just smiled and went away.

I heard people saying, if you try hard to hold sand in you hand, more fast it will jump out. Am I so possessive? I don’t know. No one has told me till now.

I feel it’s the way how you treat you friends, make them to be with you. And it’s time for me to change. As aerosmith sings, life is journey, not a destination. Let me continue the journey, which may have lot of destination. Never cry for your lose. Try to achieve the best from it and always keep looking on the best sides of life. I know these are just to pen down. Anyway these things, wont let me down and I am not ready to stop the journey. Still I welcome all with arms wide open.